Saturday, September 10, 2005 @ 9:51 AM
quiz is finally over! but i don feel any excitement at all thou hols is coming. all thks to my dear fm tutor n his killer quiz. thou i expected the quiz to be hard, but nt this hard. i stared at the qn paper n feel that the qns r speaking greek to me. wad?! i don even understand the qn howta do?! since this is the result of studying might as well don study. i feel like im bak to yr 1 in hc while doing my physics paper. i was equally lost then, mabbe even worse now. -sigh- i hate his smug face after giving us the test, like it satisfies him so much to see us suffer. the worst thing is dat he kip sayin g its for our own gd. that we can be a cut above the rest. like real ar. he does that so that all of us can score As n eventually he'll get a nice review of his teachg performance. den perhaps nex yr his salary will be up till 200/hr. dunno y his previous batch of students graded him so well. when he kip haolian-ing abt himself in cls n spent 1/2 hr to run thru 3 chaps. in e end we all caught no ball at all. concept based is gd. but he cant teach for goodness' sake. rlly. or at least. i cant understand him. i miss mr chow. someone who can rlly teach. -sigh- i miss all my hc tutors.
im so so bored. waiting for dear roomie to come bak n hav dinner. ltr stil got biz mag meeting. hai. n the thot of hols nex wk is like.. its not a hols at all. so many proj, presentations to do n tutorials to catch up wif. n gotta meet up wif old frens!! =) that's sth rlly impt. how i wish i can juz put my work aside n jus meet frens everyday. lol. yeah. i WISH.
hmmm. jus gotta know nana backslided. dat ger ar. hai. dunno howta handle her sometimes. so stubborn. when is she ever going to mature n settle down? gonna find time to talk to her nex wk. but. dunno if its going to help. well. at least im one of the few pple dat she rlly listens to. pray for God's guidance indeed. cox i know i din get the job at ahs by coincidence. it was God Who leads me there. ting says im so patient wif her. dunno whr i find the patience. hah. i oso dunno. mus be frm God. cox im such an impatient person. wah. i realized im missing my ahs students. esp fiona, xiaohua, amanda, cheewee, vivian. they'r rlly a sweet bunch of kids. cheewee alwis come staff rm chit chat wif me, help me carry laptop. da gers folded a bottle of stars for me b4 i left. rlly sweet. i oni taught dem for 1 term. sometimes kinda regretted dat i din cont teachg. mabbe i should hav held on.
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