Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @ 1:20 AM
the more you don't want something to come, the more that thing is going to attack you. yes. that's what i am feeling right now. i know so well the consecration which i have made, yet it's so hard to abide by it when trials and testings come. it cannot be a coincidence, so many similiarities, such a familiar feeling. many a times, i know what i should do, but i just cannot control myself. it's all about the carnal nature within me. i know it's not going to be easy. but i have to convince myself to pass this test! but.. it's really difficult.. i have no idea how am i going to tackle this. i know i should do something to stop myself before.. sighh. i just have to depend on God's strength i guess. because by own strength i can never win this battle. i've tried it and failed terribly. so.. give me your will Lord..
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