Wednesday, February 15, 2006 @ 1:59 AM
hmm. its 2 hrs past valentine's day. well, i know i have all the reasons in the world to be happy cox of this occasion, with gifts and chocs... but then i just cant shirk off this moody feeling deep inside me. its again one of those times i am having my mood swings. haha. though i rarely have them seriously speaking. but, i cant really explain how i felt. i cant explain why am i feeling so moody. why on earth am i upset. and i hate it when i feel so lost about how i feel. =/ or perhaps, i know the reasons, just that i dont want to admit it, since it is really a pretty stupid and dumb and childish thing to be upset with. wadever it is, i know i will be alright the moment i wake up tomorrow, or so i hope. *shrug*
i am really getting busy. with school work piling up each day, omc and atc preparation work to be done, hall biz mag as well as hall drama production, dont really know if i can cope with so many stuffs going on at the same time. seriously, i am getting sick of hall life. sick of all the activities that i have to do so as to stay in the same room. sick of the food at ntu. hahaha. i miss my mum's cooking!! well, i am thinking of not going to stay in hall next sem. which means i gotta travel 2 hrs to and fro every day. hai. the thought of it doesnt sound really good either. i shall see how first lah.
well, how i wish xl can be here listening to my grievances and complains right now.. its a silly thought i know. but still, i am so afraid that time will make my memories of him fade away, the last thing i want to do is to forget him.
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