Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ 10:14 AM
all of a sudden i feel so much like penning down my thoughts. recently they have been so overwhelming that i can't seem to figure out exactly what they are. but something really touched me at the last cell meeting. that genuineness of care and concern. that selflessness of giving of oneself. that openness of heart. i think it is really what we all lack. not to say it's to compare. but i just feel that there has to be something more than just being superficial. there has to be more of giving of self. beyond obligation. beyond what is ought to be done. above all, just to do certain things because one wants to bless. but somehow in the midst of lamenting and asking God why, i guess He is teaching me to see certain things that are hidden. Things which may not be visible as of yet but God sees the potential in each of us. It is really to learn to see that beautiful side of everyone, instead of just complaining about one another. To see what He sees in each of us. And it is so true that when a person is willing to give of himself or herself unconditionally, it is really contagious. Then others will want to give also. Such an amazing truth. So, who is willing to be that first one???? It's never gonna be easy to take that first step, but... i think it's worth it. =)
well, and God is really teaching me how to manage my time. It has never occurred to me this way but giving of oneself includes time as well. perhaps the most precious thing one can give unto another is time. I'm really learning to spend less time on what I want to do and what God wants me to do. There are just so many burdens about certain people and things in my heart that i seem to take them so lightly and chuck them aside in my heart. In the end i end up missing what God wants to do through me and what He is speaking in that particular season.
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