**______Show me how to love like You have loved me
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @ 3:34 PM
i think i have never ever felt so down since a long long time. and it has always been the same issue bothering. i really really have come to a place that i feel so exasperated and eshausted. totally do not know what else can i do to salvage the situation. i try not to rely on human strength. i know He's perfecting love in me. but still, its tough. it's tough fighting this battle. this never ending battle. every ounce of muscle inside of me is crying out to give up. to let go. at the end of the day, what has this gotta do with me? i so want to take the easy way out and just heck care about everything. but broad is the way that leads to destruction. i know i can't take the easy way out. i don't want to. i don't want to be so easily defeated. yet its so difficult going through the narrow gate, only to be left tattered and torn.
life is full of controversies.
life is full of contradictions.
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