Friday, July 07, 2006 @ 11:31 AM
so many things have happened within this 1 week, so overwhelming. seriously speaking, a lil bit too overwhelming for me to take. but well, what choice have i got? yah, it is always hard to accept the fact when the reality sinks in. when the thing which you are most afraid of has happened. not that im dumb or what, just that i kept avoiding thinking about it. perhaps it is good that God is knocking some sense into me. i do need Him to constantly do that to wake me up. now that i've woken up, i see no point in trying all ways and means to mend this friendship anymore, or even to keep it. yah, xiong was right. sometimes i really am too nice. there has to be a limit yah? i guess so. i think i've reached my limit already.
i feel upset for him that he's gone back to his old sinful ways. its just like a leopard never changes his spots. his foundation was never rooted in rock but sandy ground, that's why when wind and storm come he stumbles and falls. it breaks my heart to see a person once being renewed by Christ fall away. and it breaks God's heart even more.
i dont understand these people, really. they have a chance to live a better live yet they reject it. well, yah, it's their choice.
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